hello! im back! remember me! no because your a bunch of fucking freaks who dont give a shit about anything! oh well fuck you! and fuck you if you think i use too many exclamation marks! you should have seen me in the old days when i used like twenty at once like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is that twenty or not? fuck i keep trying to count them and its making my eyes go funny! fuck it! i dont care and if you do fuck you!

anyway! back in 99 i had a website! it was a load of fucking crap so i took it off the internet! but i found it again today on the hard drive! i read it all and gawd i was such a fucking freak! because you cant appreciate what a fucking freak i was without seeing it i have put it all back on the internet! here it is! but appreciate that i dont feel like that anymore! i am much more mature than i was then! btw the first few poems are rilly crap! at least the other ones rhyme! hahahaha!

note
me
poem love
poem death
poem obsession!!!!!!
poem my dog
poem my page
poem him
poem scars
poem death!!!!!
poem poems
poem catch me!!!!
14 march 99 i wabt to die!!!!!!
poem domains
poem scars!!!!!
poem look
poem you dont think
poem darkness
poem hate
poem myself
poem hatred
poem do you care?????
poem rain and pain
poem back to front
poem tomorrow
poem mixed feelings
poem do you?????
poem seventeen
poem your touch
poem their scars
poem my heart
poem the other swansingers
poem mess
poem enough
poem i want
poem i want you
poem she will
poem you will
poem when?????
poem hate!!!!!
poem razors
poem if
poem goodbye!!!!!
15 march 99 im going to die!!!!!!
18 march 99 still fucking alive
20 march 99 i want her
poem feeling
poem i love her
poem luvchild
poem falling in love
poem i tell you
rant frames
rant domains
rant religion
1 april 99 fuck you
poem fucking luvchild
poem you took away
poem a christmas carol
poem fuck this
poem haiku
6 april 99 fuck humanity
poem hearts
poem angst
poem alone
poem why
poem sick
11 april 99 no
21 april 99 hate
poem enough

gawd i was such a fucking freak! all that shit about him and luvchild and katy! what was i on????? i wasnt on anything thats the worst thing about it! i was just fucking talking out of my arse!!! gawd!

anyway i am thinking about making a website again that isnt a load of fucking shit! just to show you fucking freaks that i can make good websites! i tried to get a livejournal cos livejournal is da shit but it wouldnt let me post anything in it! i think its in league with all the ubbs that banned me years ago and has banned me too! fuck that's so fucking stupid! that was ages ago its not like im going to fuck the whole thing up again! anyway its a free country why wont it let me write what i like! well the internet isnt a country but saying it was a free thingammybob or something would sound totally gay! im going to put stuff on my own website anyway so fuck you livejournal! i dont like having my journal entries appearing in reverse order anyway! they make no fucking sense that way! well they dont make any sense anyway but theyd make even less sense then! oh fuck i still sound gay dont i? well i dont fucking care anymore so fuck you!

anyway i have changed a lot since i last wrote but i cant be arsed writing an entry about that at the moment so fuck off! instead here is a poem i wrote recently!!!

the internet

yes i have a boyfriend! no im not lying to sound cool you fucking freaks! fuck off! im not that sad! well i am judging by the poem but at least im honest! so fuck you! you are the weakest link! goodbye! hahahahaha!