i fucking went back to fucking school yesterday. i fucking hate the place. ive got 21 more fucking days there though how will i fucking survive. my parents said if you look like youre dying well let you stay home well believe me ive been dying for the last two days i dont even have to pretend the fucking place fucking kills me. and what do they do. fuck all. typical. fuck them.

and as for him i said i was going to make him mine well fuck that. fuck me and fuck him too hes a fucking freak what was i thinking. i didnt make this plan anyway i couldnt fucking think of anything. im so fucking stupid but anyways it doesnt matter.

i wish i still fucking loved him like i used to but i dont and now theres a great big hole in my heart. it eats my whole soul and body and is steadily destroying me. unrequited love is better than no love at all. tis better to have loved and lost to not have loved at all. oh fuck thats from a madness song why the fuck did i ever like them for so long. i was such a fucking freak.

anyways theres still katy and fuck i fucking love her. but fuck my parents wont let me go on the internet hardly any of the time so i hardly see her. fuck. so im trying not to get too attached since the school computers are bound to fuck up again sooner or later and im not rilly allowed on them anyways because of what luvchild and me were doing back then. fuck. why was i such a fucking freak. fuck i still am but not quite as bad. i mean fuck what was i on. oh ive said all this before havent i so ill just shut the fuck up.

anyways my parents say i cant go on the net because i need to spend time revising for my fucking exams and save money for fucking university. at this rate ill be dead before my exams and i rilly mean it never mind fucking university. i dont know shit and i cant be fucked revising.

i hate my fucking parents and i hate him and i hate her and i hate everyone in this fucking place especially me. ive just about fucking had enough. i mean it this time theres nothing to keep me going. this website is a pile of fucking shit and i hate everyone on the internet when i do get to go on except katy of course. even godoffuk hates me now because hes like you little fucking whore you broke up luvchild and me. well fuck him and fuck luvchild too. i hate them both i hope they both die.