like omigawd i want to die!!!!!!! i dont see why i go on living!!!!!! my life is really shitty!!!!!!! he doesn't love me!!!!!!! i cant write worth shit!!!!!!! nobody even likes my homepage!!!!!!!! not even me!!!!!!!! hehehehehe!!!!!!!! i want to cut myself with a razor but i dont have one!!!!!!!!! someone please send me a razor so i can kill myself!!!!!!!!!! now!!!!!!!!! ill die otherwise!!!!!!!! and you wouldnt want that would you!?!?!?!?!?! youd feel really guilty!!!!!!! ill probably end up with about a million razors now!!!!!!!!!!! because i get about a million hits a day and everyone will feel really guilty!!!!!!!! i dont know why my page is really shit!!!!!!!!! maybe they just come to laugh at me!!!!!!! but i redesigned today so maybe theyll like it better now!!!!!!! i hope twig and flink dont kick me off!!!!!!!! but then i wouldnt have to pay anymore!!!!!! muahaha!!!!!!!! besides id just get hosted somewhere else!!!!!!!! anyways i dont care if i get lots of razors because razors never hurt anyone!!!!!!! hang on a minute thats the point of razors!!!!!!!! hehehehehehe!!!!!!!!