why do i bother
living this life?
why dont i get
a rilly big knife?
why dont i hang myself?
why dont i drown?
why hang onto life
when its dragging down?
why dont i cut the ropes
and set myself free?
why cant i just die?
i dont want to be me
because if i die
then i will go to hell
the devil will reject me
and that would rilly smell