o gawd!!!!!! im in love!!!!!!!! but he doesnt know i exist!!!!! i wish he did!!!!!!!! i know he exists!!!!!! (well duh!!!!!!!) so why doesnt he know about me??????? i wish he loved me!!!!!!! but he loves her!!!!!! why????????? shes such a fucking bitch!!!!!!! well so am i!!!!!!! but its not my fault!!!!!!!! if he doesnt love me soon!!!!!!!! ill kill him!!!!!!! with a scud missile!!!!!! and then hell be sorry!!!!!!! muahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!