look at me im such a mess!!!!!!!!!!
ive forgotten the meaning of happiness!!!!!!!!
cutting myself is my way to have fun!!!!!!!!
i get all my pleasure from stroking a gun!!!!!!!!

i cannot go on living like this!!!!!!!!
i need his touch and i need his kiss!!!!!!!!
if i dont get it then this can be said!!!!!!!
one of us is going to end up.........
dead!!!!!!!