when should i do it???????
tomorrow?????? tonight???????
i cannot decide!!!!!!!
cos the time must be right!!!!!!!!
i dont really know why!!!!!!!!
i wont know any more!!!!!!
but i want a perfect death!!!!!!!
i dont want a single flaw!!!!!!!!
i want to be beautiful!!!!!!!
once and for all!!!!!!!
should i slit?????? should i shoot????????
should i drink??????? should i fall???????
so many decisions!!!!!!!
so hard to make!!!!!!!!
but sooner or later!!!!!!!
my life i will take!!!!!!!!